Tuesday, November 24, 2009
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Its like so hard to even communicate. What the hell. Nvm, i'm on my way to Monks Hill. LOL. DAMN CUI already ah. Can't stand it. WALAOWALAOWALAOWALAOWALAO. SIGH. It's not for me to decide also! I don't know how to think positive now uh. Like a total failure. Hack care already. Win le loh. At one go so many hits. Nice. Now i'm at the most bottom rock of my life.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
15/10
Woke up late, thus, unable to make it for morning pm. went to meet them for breakfast instead. after that, homed till about 1 then out. had tons of fun out with Josh.G. and Roy.C., then went far east and walked. Eat Manhattan at PS. Super nice can! Gosh. then went for evening pm at riverwalk. and met Josh.O. and headed again to town. Gosh. went to Ion and walkwalkwalk. then off home. I love today! :D
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The feeling of you not ignoring me but yet at the same time treating me so cold tears me apart.
Maybe i'm thinking too much, maybe i'm just feeling a bit too crazy. I don't know, I really don't.
I need food, i'll gobble all of it in split seconds. Can't stand it. The tension in me is tearing every part of me.
But in the end, I still miss your Smile. (L)
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The feeling of you not ignoring me but yet at the same time treating me so cold tears me apart.
Maybe i'm thinking too much, maybe i'm just feeling a bit too crazy. I don't know, I really don't.
I need food, i'll gobble all of it in split seconds. Can't stand it. The tension in me is tearing every part of me.
But in the end, I still miss your Smile. (L)
You belong with me-Taylor Swift
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do
I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me
Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know baby
You belong with me
You belong with me
Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.
Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know baby
You belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me
Super nice!
(I wish you were there, beside me.)
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do
I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me
Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know baby
You belong with me
You belong with me
Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.
Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know baby
You belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me
Super nice!
(I wish you were there, beside me.)
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Emotional breakdown
After so long, finally another one came. I really don't know how to put everything into words. I really can't stand the pressure that's actually going on in my mind sometimes. The only times when i smiled, was when i see you, when i'm out with Sarah, when people crack jokes that makes me laugh like a barbarian. Sometimes, it's really awesome. But i think my stress are coming, it's like a blast coming out of no where. I don't know how to phrase everything. I'm feeling like screaming and shouting and hugging you super duper tight man. Okay, I'm crazy. I know that. Sigh. Okay, i'll keep on going on, prayer meeting is on tmr! So i'll go for both. And just keep myself in the presence of God.
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KEEP ON GOING ON.
I love your smile. super lots.
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KEEP ON GOING ON.
I love your smile. super lots.
No more going school!
Sometimes, life's just so unfair.
I'm feeling super worn-out today! OMG. The worst thing i ever known, the friends that my parents commented. what the hack. It's seriously terriblyyyyy terribleeee. you wouldn't want to even hear about it. -.- Anyway, I didn't go for test today. physics mock and biology mock. I ain't going to school! tmr , the tmr de tmr, and the tmr de tmr de tmr! HAHA! :D :D Home, study + slackkkk! YAY! LOL. Xueer's gonna kill me. Hmm. Off to choir later.
Worry less. Give it all to you God.
Prayer meeting! Awesome i tell you! AHAH. Felt God's presence even when i just stepped into the auditorium! Whee~ i'm going to the evening one later also.. Giggles. :))
I love yesterday manz. I'll love today muchmuch more. :D you know, i know. Shh. :X LOL.
I'm feeling super worn-out today! OMG. The worst thing i ever known, the friends that my parents commented. what the hack. It's seriously terriblyyyyy terribleeee. you wouldn't want to even hear about it. -.- Anyway, I didn't go for test today. physics mock and biology mock. I ain't going to school! tmr , the tmr de tmr, and the tmr de tmr de tmr! HAHA! :D :D Home, study + slackkkk! YAY! LOL. Xueer's gonna kill me. Hmm. Off to choir later.
Worry less. Give it all to you God.
Prayer meeting! Awesome i tell you! AHAH. Felt God's presence even when i just stepped into the auditorium! Whee~ i'm going to the evening one later also.. Giggles. :))
I love yesterday manz. I'll love today muchmuch more. :D you know, i know. Shh. :X LOL.
Monday, October 12, 2009
A very productive day!
Went to doby ghaut to study with Mien, Abu and my Tingting. :D Haha. Super productive! studied physics and biology! I'm now left with math and SS to study! >.< going down to prayer meeting in the morning tmr. With my kuku school uniforrrmmmm:X then go to school late. Ahaha. :X
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Sometimes, there are just so many things that get into your way. But i pray hard that we'll get over it. Day by day. Night after night. I don't want i don't want i don't want to talk to you anymore. The thought of it just makes me feel so pissed off. And Monkey, i'm not talking about you okay. Please don't be so sensitive. Thanks.
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Quite tired, if i don't sleep soon. I'll be dozing off during lessons again tmr. Darn! Alrights! Off!
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Sometimes, there are just so many things that get into your way. But i pray hard that we'll get over it. Day by day. Night after night. I don't want i don't want i don't want to talk to you anymore. The thought of it just makes me feel so pissed off. And Monkey, i'm not talking about you okay. Please don't be so sensitive. Thanks.
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Quite tired, if i don't sleep soon. I'll be dozing off during lessons again tmr. Darn! Alrights! Off!
Friday, October 9, 2009
09/10/09
A few more hours to my AIAI's birthday. (: *excited.
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The day ends with a smile on your face, that brightens me up like sunshine in the dark.
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It's been super long since i've posted. I'm just purely lazy. O's coming. Kinda excited about it though. Hmm. I'm here today cause I'm feeling very upset. It's been killing me and affecting me for the whole day. Thus, coming here to rant a bit here and there. Sigh.
1. I realised that I've forgotten that everybody has a different character and personality. And i know this seems very stupid cause it's common sense. But, frankly, I've totally forgotten about it and now it's causing me to be terribly miserable.
2. I've took the wrong step, so in fact, I've made the wrong choice.
3. Sigh, It's just everything about YOU.
I'm really really fatigue about it already. Feel like giving up on life and just live in some kind of island where there's just a beach and a house in the middle of the sandy island. Nothing else. I feel extremelyextremely terrible.
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The day ends with a smile on your face, that brightens me up like sunshine in the dark.
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It's been super long since i've posted. I'm just purely lazy. O's coming. Kinda excited about it though. Hmm. I'm here today cause I'm feeling very upset. It's been killing me and affecting me for the whole day. Thus, coming here to rant a bit here and there. Sigh.
1. I realised that I've forgotten that everybody has a different character and personality. And i know this seems very stupid cause it's common sense. But, frankly, I've totally forgotten about it and now it's causing me to be terribly miserable.
2. I've took the wrong step, so in fact, I've made the wrong choice.
3. Sigh, It's just everything about YOU.
I'm really really fatigue about it already. Feel like giving up on life and just live in some kind of island where there's just a beach and a house in the middle of the sandy island. Nothing else. I feel extremelyextremely terrible.
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