When there was me and you

What do you do when a guy keeps telling you that he really loves you. But the fact is you know he does, yet there is still a pinch of doubt which is affecting you so much because you are afraid to fall again. Sweet talks and words do not work for me anymore, because all these years I have learnt that words are pointless. You can only back up all your words with your actions. Similarly, I totally disagree that promises should be broken. Guess what, I cannot believe what is happening to me now. It is like, I know that I should not be possessive and so dominant. But wow, cannot believe it is actually happening to me. Now I totally understand the situation. It is like, you want somebody to be happy with you, and at the same time let the person enjoy his life with his friends and close ones. Yet, it is never easy. I really cannot take it sometimes. The worse thing is, it is just the beginning. Ohwell, things will work out I guess. I just need to learn how to compromise. I will never let the past come back and happen to the future. I am afraid that you will leave me halfway, hanging down there. But why do I feel so scared of losing you now. I need to learn how to not to show so much emotions.


When there was me and you. -Vanessa Hudgens
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you